White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

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I post at livejournal now.. not that often but I miss xanga. well, not like i'll have time for any of it now since exams are in 10 weeks :( pressure is intensifying. but I need to start rethinking my options. somehow, LSE is so distant. maybe even NUS seems out of my reach. so, to reach wherever i want to go i'll need to start making sacrifices. i should be a hermit and closet mugger :{ I don't know. Where do I go from here, seriously. how to start and how to end. it's all quite confusing.

So much stuff going through my mind. I have no clue how to handle all the extra emotional baggage and school work at the same time.

Bumblebee ... mine? (:

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

For reals :) anyway! some pics

HALLOWEEN! :) dressed as a frog... kekeeke

LOSE THE SHOES. my friend (rolling on the ground).... hahaha

MYP GRADUATION :)

Currently Sex on Fire By Kings of Leon see related

Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

Long time no post. Year 12's hell of a year. So much work, it's crazy. Math High? crazy. but ...... persevere! it's only gonna get worse anyway. mid term break now. just got back from Hanoi a few days ago. loved it so much.

^^^^^ the pictures up there say it all. there are tons more, but I'm really too lazy to upload them all. they're on facebook. as for this space... i don't think i'll be updating very often. no time... been playing mahjong.

well, that's about it!

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one ♥

(Maybe, it's true)

But there were the stars

Points of life and reason

loved malaysia! :) school starts in 3 days. not a comforting thought... agh. I seem to have wasted my summer holiday away. hopefully my handwriting isn't horrible when i start writing (alot) again. :(

i am not excited about my birthday. i really dont want to plan it x.x but i'll probably regret it if i dont! looking to watch the time traveller's wife. meh. $$$$$$ kachings. and its nowhere on the website how to book the house. will have to call them up. meow.

i am a hermit. lapsed back into the : i dont see the point in going out and spending money

gee. at least, i'm looking at saving money and buying that $300 dollar pencil case from kate spade. or something more worth it... !!! bottomline, i need to start saving money. but i need to stop being such a loner. hai

Then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; There was brilliancy, there was beauty.

May have lost my way now,